I’ve been feeling really overwhelmed lately, and I am having a really hard time focusing on the tasks I’m supposed to be doing. I didn’t get much of a workout done yesterday. My arms and shoulders are still really sore from the other day, and it’s making me not want to do much of anything. Not to mention, I still haven’t written my article for work, and that weighs on my mind constantly. I only have a few days left, but we have a kids birthday party to go to on Saturday, so I won’t be getting anything done that day.
I think after I turn in this article, I’m going to tell my boss that I don’t think I’ll be able to do this on a weekly basis. I just have too much going on. We nearly overdrew our account this week, and would have been really fucked if I hadn’t requested funds from my freelance account early. I’m probably going to have to look for an actual job now. Something part-time, since Kyle’s hours are still ridiculous at his job, but now apparently he wants to start driving people around (like Uber or Lyft, only… probably not nearly as successful). In fact, he went out and spent money from my paycheck on one of those square readers for your phone so people can pay you with cards, even though he hasn’t even started this random ass business yet, and knows nothing at all about running a business…
Anyway. I went to the gym twice yesterday. Once in the morning to take a few videos and pictures with one of the trainers for Instagram (that ended up being a monumental trainwreck and I’m honestly super pissed about it), and again in the afternoon for a workout.
Like I said, I’m feeling all sorts of ways about everything, so my workout was pretty half-assed and miserable. 15 minutes on the recumbent bike, 5 minutes on the row machine, standing side bends with the kettlebell, and 2 sets of 25 penguin crunches.
I also did 10 squats with my 40-pound 3 year old on my back, and I am going to count those, damn it.
That’s all I have for now. I’m trying to get things done this morning, so I can shower and head to the gym later, but I can’t remember if Kyle works this afternoon or not, so I don’t even know if I can. I want to at least try, because today is day 30 of my initial trial membership. Officially one month down!
So, yeah. Bye. Feel free to check out all of my previous #gymblogs.